This was a difficult time.
I am finally coming around.
Darthaniel Black, my friend and partner, left this world, and I was thrown into a tailspin. I am learning I need to rebuild and recreate my life to get over this terrible time. I should move somewhere new without the memories, somewhere inspiring, and I need a change in this life of mine.
So I am taking steps to return. Those begin with me.
I have so much to offer and so much to share, yet the pain of silence stays in my words. I need to begin again, all over and focus like a laser on a new life.
A future I can see, but my old mind refuses to follow.
It takes a first step.
Because I do not want to repeat the last five years.